My Mom Died and I Don't Know Where to Begin

What does any of this have to do with Christian Nightmares? Everything.

My mom died suddenly and unexpectedly almost seven months ago and my heart still aches every single day. I haven’t been handling it well. I’ve been drinking too much and getting high too much, which I know is cowardly and will only prolong the pain. But I don’t want to feel what I know I need to feel.

About a month after my mom died, I listened to a voi…